You are perfect exactly as you are.
You were perfect yesterday, too, and you will still be perfect tomorrow.
Fuck that guy. Friends don’t decide whether to keep people or throw them away based on their self-perception of “station”.
You are brilliant, and beautiful, and human, and if you are too much for him to handle, well…his loss.
If he cut the ties, you will feel the loss first…but when it hits him, it will hit harder, for longer. But you won’t know it because he will be back there eating your dust.
I feel ya ..since dad died, I’ve been trying to come back too.
Welcome to being here for you. ☺