AlexainieFollowFeb 27, 2017·1 min read…mb. Outside, inside, my muscles, my brain, my hope and my warriorness go limp. I freeze. That word! That five fucking god damn fucking no good very bad fucking five letter word that starts with a T and ends with a P(huck)! I hear it and I feel PTSD. Hide me now.The Weight, it’s so Damn Heavy!219Fierce Force 💃🏼Precisely. I feel exactly the same way.