Can I offer some unsolicited advice?
Please, if Kristen is a decent human being who has feelings that you don’t reciprocate, don’t make her that girl,
In the hope that you will now magically reciprocate and then POOF, not alone!
I did that. Lost a friend and THIS time it was MY fault. I didn’t set out to hurt anyone, but I hurt someone very much.
Hoping you will benefit from my error. Give yourself a little minute to move through this. You may decide Kristen was a distraction, and you won’t have had to break her heart in the process..
I fully could be totally wrong but I thought it was worth pointing out.