But married you. He’s good to you, right, Jules? I get that impression but I might be just pulling things out of my rear. and not in a good way.

i recall you speaking of him fondly. I hope so. I bring it up because it is so tempting to say, “But at least you know you don’t have to grow old all alone; that someone loves you.”

But that is utter bullshit. That’s me expecting you to hang your sense of self worth on how someone else feels about you and that’s a lot for me to assume. So why wouldn’t you feel just as disheartened by certain aspects of this life thing as I do; married or not?